Thursday, March 10, 2011 Dear Diary, I am heading to Tampa, FL today and I am super excited. Not because of the weather and baseball, but because I can finally get laid. The past couple weeks Shayne and I have been moving stuff into our new place and it SUCKS! We haven&...

Feb 25, 2011 Dear Diary, I am on a plane to Austin Texas right now to celebrate another birthday party. It is finally starting to kick in that my brand and myself are pretty popular. If you asked me 4 years ago if I would be having 10 birthday partys all over the countr...

Jan. 19, 2011 Dear Diary, I am happy to report my marriage is stronger than ever. For some reason I cannot find a problem. You would think not even knowing a person and being married to them 10 hours later there would be a couple Red Flags, but none to report. I am deep...

[Scooby: Behind the scenes Photo Shoot today] January 9, 2011 Dear Diary, To look into the mind and see weakness… This is to me equals a person lying. The problem we have in this world is that people hate honesty. They want to mask the real them because they need ...

[Some Gay Store] January 8, 2011 My life in the past 5 days have absolutely sucked. Thank God I am a strong person and can take the beating. I think what bothers me the most is that I have nobody on my team. When I go to war, the war is against me. Fortunately, I [...]...

[Huntington Beach, CA] November 16, 2010 Dear Diary, I am laying down in my bed with one eye open just thinking. Testing, sounding, enlighting… Finding. I am reaching for deeper thought. My mind is a blank canvas at the moment. I define everything, searching for n...

[Hollywood, CA] Nov. 5, 2010 Dear Diary, I have been thinking about writing a book. The only problem is that I cannot write and I fear looking into my mind for the past. I watched that Social Network movie and all I kept thinking is how my story is a million times bette...

[Cabo sunrise] Nov. 2, 2010 Dear Diary, Man Halloween drained me. Flying everyday for a week is not fun, but it is what I signed up for. I am excited for Shayne to be turning 25. I think that is the age where women really comes into themselves and figure out who they wa...