Had an amazing time watching the Cubbies suck. I had my Chicago Dog and Beer so it was all good.
Nik
Nik and I at the dinner table.
Sunset after a long day of surfing on Casa Aramara’s private beach.
My husband beyond burnt by the summer sun, smoking his Cuban cigar.
My favorite part of Casa Aramara, the fire pit where we played Apples to Apples all night… I kicked everyone’s butt! Anyway I just wanted to share the beauty which is Mexico.
sdlr
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Dear Diary,
I am heading to Tampa, FL today and I am super excited. Not because of the weather and baseball, but because I can finally get laid. The past couple weeks Shayne and I have been moving stuff into our new place and it SUCKS! We haven’t officially moved in because we are waiting on our bed and couch to be shipped from storage. We are in a holding pattern.
That being said Shayne has been in major move mode which is a major cock block. The Queen needs her palace to be perfect before we can christen it. So I am dying to get on the plane today!
In my dirty life Diary, I keep getting on the news in Canada. They love me up there.
Nik
Feb 25, 2011
Dear Diary,
I am on a plane to Austin Texas right now to celebrate another birthday party. It is finally starting to kick in that my brand and myself are pretty popular. If you asked me 4 years ago if I would be having 10 birthday partys all over the country at the age of 32… I probably would have laughed in your face.
I realize what I do for a living truly touches peoples lives either in the positive or negative, but at the end of the day it is waking up the person inside to feel emotion.
I wonder at the age of 33 where I will be? Hopefully on an island relaxing a little bit more.
My wife has been such a trooper on this America tour. She is showing me strength and good will. I appreciate her more than she will ever know.
Onto the road less traveled.
Nik
Jan. 19, 2011
Dear Diary,
I am happy to report my marriage is stronger than ever. For some reason I cannot find a problem. You would think not even knowing a person and being married to them 10 hours later there would be a couple Red Flags, but none to report. I am deeply in love with my wife which is totally new to me.
I never thought in a million years I would find someone who could understand my mind. She gets me and supports my purpose. Thank you Shayne. It has almost been one year and it still feels like the first day.
On another note it is Date Night (What! What!), I am in OC so any recommendations would be magical.
Nik
P.S. Dahlly, I know how much you love this youtube video. It is my present to you.
[Scooby: Behind the scenes Photo Shoot today]
January 9, 2011
Dear Diary,
To look into the mind and see weakness… This is to me equals a person lying. The problem we have in this world is that people hate honesty. They want to mask the real them because they need self assurance from others to survive.
All I can do is put my head up and walk forward speaking my mind because it is powerful.
Sidenote DD: Marriage is a road uncharted, there is no right or wrong… there is only life. Life is her smile and life is his comfort. Sometimes I think God made man’s brain too complex. Relationships die in the head, not the heart.
Nik
[Some Gay Store]
January 8, 2011
My life in the past 5 days have absolutely sucked. Thank God I am a strong person and can take the beating. I think what bothers me the most is that I have nobody on my team. When I go to war, the war is against me.
Fortunately, I have experienced enough in my lifetime to be able to deal with everyones problems including my own. I feel a little lost right now with all the travel and all the overwhelming business in this new year. I am in Orange County today, but I have no idea where I will be tomorrow…. the weeks are getting longer and the age is showing in the mirror.
Nik
[Huntington Beach, CA]
November 16, 2010
Dear Diary,
I am laying down in my bed with one eye open just thinking.
Testing, sounding, enlighting… Finding. I am reaching for deeper thought. My mind is a blank canvas at the moment. I define everything, searching for nothing.
Poem of life, shortness of breathe for guidance not needed. What am I talking about? Soul not searched because I am not digging. Other eye open, I am in love.
Time to wake up. Take a shower, be normal. Nevermind going back to bed. Dreaming is believing.
NLR